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When God Doesn’t Listen
If we aren’t seeing what we are asking for, we feel God is not listening. If we ware’t getting what we are pleading for, we say God is...
Nov 2, 20211 min read


Peter Was the Only One Who Got Off the Boat
It’s true, right? That’s what we do with Peter on the water. & that’s what we do to ourselves. but before we get trapped in the...
Jun 8, 20212 min read


When It’s One of Those Days…
It was just one of those days.…maybe the past few days… Idk idk idk idk what I’m doing and I feel deflated and defeated and I feel like...
Feb 7, 20212 min read


My heart … beating so fast…
I AM FROM WHERE IT STARTED. I had my lessons with missionaries in the Sacred Grove. The first time I ever spoke to God was in the same...
Jan 10, 20212 min read


a List of Optimism
There is *always another way to look at things Every passing second is a chance to turn it all around Allow God to be God. We find what...
Oct 18, 20203 min read


houseless.
Ben & I have been taking a lot of showers together to talk. It’s what we do. If you have been following us on social media, you know very...
Sep 13, 20202 min read


When it Doesn’t Work Out
I was engaged to a boy that I didn’t end up marrying. Date set & all. But then he told me that he could find someone better. Soooo, that...
May 29, 20202 min read


Amidst the Darkness–
When saints were traveling west, there was 1 night counted terrible among the many bad- A night of destruction & hatred against the tired...
Mar 25, 20202 min read


Missed Desires & Prolonged Blessings
I was on my way to Vegas, and as you can imagine, the plane was huge. Vegas plane rides are always different than other plane rides;...
Feb 16, 20206 min read


Is God Always Good?
Is God good even when things are not? I found myself saying, “God is so good,” the other day after finally hearing good news for once at...
Aug 11, 20195 min read


When Things Are Dark & Undesired
Two people are on an escalator when the escalator breaks down and stops moving. One says, frustrated, “I don’t believe this,” while the...
Jul 31, 20193 min read


When Things Get Worse
Joseph in the Old Testament was excited about the future he had. Visions of being a leader with parents who favored him, it definitely...
Jul 7, 20192 min read


Our Unwanted & Unexpected
43 hours total driving in 2 separate cars. I just drove across the country for the 5th time as we moved from New York to Arizona. It was...
Jun 7, 20192 min read


Are We the Exception to Relief or Blessings?
Like in Ether, sometimes we feel we are crossing great storms buried in the sea in darkness, but the light we do have, even if it may...
Apr 26, 20192 min read


When Opportunities Pass
[2011] Here’s a new thought I had the other day. And it’s not about Christmas. It’s about opportunities that have passed. It’s about...
Dec 28, 20182 min read


Remembering the Who vs. the What
Been in a weird whatever lately trying to figure out what I’m supposed to be doing with my time & my life & the season that I’m in. I...
Dec 7, 20182 min read


Our MOST Bitter Pain & Anguish of Soul
For 3 ENTIRE DAYS & 3 entire nights – nonstop – he was in the MOST BITTER pain. Torment. No breaks. No let-ups. Just paralyzing anguish...
Oct 7, 20182 min read


IS GOD PUNISHING ME?!!
IS GOD PUNISHING ME?!! Why did it have to happen to me and not them? Did I do something wrong??? It isn’t fair, it wasn’t supposed to be...
Aug 7, 20182 min read


When Promised Blessings Don’t Come
I JUST got baptized, and I still didn’t know much about anything as far as the gospel and how things worked: like prayer, I still didn’t...
Jun 9, 20182 min read


Judging is NOT an LDS Thing
I just released a new video this past week called LOVE EVERYONE, that talks about how everyone is welcome to partake of the love and...
Feb 9, 20183 min read
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